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Nov. 23rd, 2012 02:48 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
eleventyoneNov. 23rd, 2012 03:37 pm 
I tried to put the storm window in my room again today, the upper storm and lower screen seem to be stuck at a slant in their frames. Because of that there are open spaces at one end of the frame, allowing bugs and of course heat or cold in. I can't fix it, the wooden framed windows are crooked in the frame also . IT is a result of the foundation of the house going flippy, I think, during the last drought, around 1999. The front porch had to be redone after 1999, and that's when the cracks in the wall and the worst fluorescing in the living room started, I think.
Anyway, all I can do for one more year is put the storm in to block drafts and tape up the bits that let air in. =[
Exciting, not.
I was thinking on the way over here to the library that if I ever blacked out and said something in therapy I'd fall off my perch. Not that I am in therapy, but if I ever got back in and it happened it would be odd. I don't think I could lose that much control.
Then again I'm sure it's happened--well, kind of. I've at least learned of things after something got mentioned in therapy, like my mom doing something really sneaky and stupid, when I was a kid. Which I told my dad and he left for good, saying, "well, she is a good mother".
[edit, 6-10-2017: Not sure what I meant by if I ever blacked out & said something about it in therapy--maybe I felt I'd have been gobsmacked if therapy ever worked for remembering what happened to me, or I suppose maybe I never felt welcome to talk about these things in therapy, so I didn't.]
[edit 6.10.17 I'm taking this out because of the last sentence, editing the original entry]
Anyway, all I can do for one more year is put the storm in to block drafts and tape up the bits that let air in. =[
Exciting, not.
I was thinking on the way over here to the library that if I ever blacked out and said something in therapy I'd fall off my perch. Not that I am in therapy, but if I ever got back in and it happened it would be odd. I don't think I could lose that much control.
Then again I'm sure it's happened--well, kind of. I've at least learned of things after something got mentioned in therapy, like my mom doing something really sneaky and stupid, when I was a kid. Which I told my dad and he left for good, saying, "well, she is a good mother".
[edit, 6-10-2017: Not sure what I meant by if I ever blacked out & said something about it in therapy--maybe I felt I'd have been gobsmacked if therapy ever worked for remembering what happened to me, or I suppose maybe I never felt welcome to talk about these things in therapy, so I didn't.]
[edit 6.10.17 I'm taking this out because of the last sentence, editing the original entry]
