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May. 24th, 2017 01:12 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
eleventyoneTaking a break from Charlie Garrett's Bible Study, of Romans 4:24-5:2, Peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ. I don't know where I am with God. Come to think of it, Pam says, she is still not wearing her big girl pants where God is concerned. She says she is still in "didies".
I just do not witness, I try to be friendly [or "friends", as I first typed, not meaning to)!] and I try to pay attention. But I feel like I am not prepared, do not know the basics of getting in touch with people--or keeping at peace and keeping the Spirit in me. Maybe it is just inconfidence, and everyone has it. I feel I've had such a divided life and mind. ["mine", I 'm told--like a mine underground, but perhaps also, "Mine" as in belonging to Jesus).
I was lucky, FAVORED, last night, to have regained a friend, to also have made a friend of an enemy last night. Also lucky to be able to give, FAVORED and FORTUNATE! Always the enemy trying to snatch victory, but no, devil, Jesus is in charge and the you are a LOSER.
I just do not witness, I try to be friendly [or "friends", as I first typed, not meaning to)!] and I try to pay attention. But I feel like I am not prepared, do not know the basics of getting in touch with people--or keeping at peace and keeping the Spirit in me. Maybe it is just inconfidence, and everyone has it. I feel I've had such a divided life and mind. ["mine", I 'm told--like a mine underground, but perhaps also, "Mine" as in belonging to Jesus).
I was lucky, FAVORED, last night, to have regained a friend, to also have made a friend of an enemy last night. Also lucky to be able to give, FAVORED and FORTUNATE! Always the enemy trying to snatch victory, but no, devil, Jesus is in charge and the you are a LOSER.
