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May. 9th, 2014 03:54 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
eleventyoneI remembered something about my mother this morning, one of those things that get blocked out. When I was out of high school she told me that to get my license I had to go with her or older bro every time they went to the store. Seemed like a good idea but older bro didn't want to do it. She had taken me out doing general driving sometime before that, just going to places out in the bush so to speak, little towns. But she yelled and screamed at me the whole time.
She said it was how she taught the boys to drive. Well obviously it didn't work with me. I did everything she told me and it didn't at all work.
Obv. older bro just didn't cooperate, and stupid old susie (mom) just fucked up--and she had done some godawful things to me when I was a kid, did everything she could to keep me not talking about it or anything, then she's going to teach me to drive and scream at me when soon she'd be telling me how wrong it is to yell at people.
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Bitch. I still hate her. I just can't say so to most people.
She said it was how she taught the boys to drive. Well obviously it didn't work with me. I did everything she told me and it didn't at all work.
Obv. older bro just didn't cooperate, and stupid old susie (mom) just fucked up--and she had done some godawful things to me when I was a kid, did everything she could to keep me not talking about it or anything, then she's going to teach me to drive and scream at me when soon she'd be telling me how wrong it is to yell at people.
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